He's been keeping silence from me. I mean he din't even bother to message me. I don't know what to do. Yes, i do love you. But if ever sacrifices i have to face this kinda bullshit and not getting appreciate for what i have done, might as well ......... Hais.... I'll let fate decide what best for us.

And to you my man, I DO REALLY LOVE YOU.

It's been sooo long that i never did login. Now im back for the meantime.

Okay so im abit frustrated by the fact that my man attitude has changed.! He being hard on me. Din't even bother to msg me. And when i msg him he says he busy. Gosh 2 years has gone down the drain just like that. He aint ask for a breakup or leave him but i sense something is not right. He changed when he gets his motor license and when i help him pay part of it so his motor can just get out from the shop. He can jolly well went out with his friends and forget me just like that.

Mr..i let you ride your bike not to have fun. But to let you get to work easier. Where all your promises that you told me?? All gone right? Sometimes i feel like im done doing this. Because of pampering you too much you getting out of hand. Can i just kick your balls please?!

Now i just hope for YOU to change to your old self. Being with you like this aint easy baby. If i could point out eveything, surely i will. I'll let allah show you the right path.