I have to let it out. Sometimes i just have to keep things to myself rather than telling him. I know everytime when i told him all about it, he cant seems to care. The only word he can say is "sorry". So tell me did he look like he love me all this while? No. He rather see me suffer than making me happy.

Boy, you just wont know how it feels. One day for sure HE will show you what it feels like. :(